It’s been a while since I last posted – mostly because life has been busy. Hectic and busy.
I’ve now had my hysteroscopy – there was no polyp. Some stray tissue, but no polyp. I am unsure how one’s body gets “stray tissue”, but that is apparently gone now. Which means I am ready to proceed – theoretically stims will begin next week.
This doctor wants to try a slightly different protocol. She wants to do the injectibles, but with no lupron. Not using lupron means we have the chance for premature ovulation. Premature ovulation means we lose the $2,500 we will have invested in the cycle at that point. And we will have to start a new cycle. Here’s the problem: I don’t have another $2,500 after this. I’m kind of against the wall financially after the $45,000 we have spent on this. There are no more secret stashes – this is it.
On the other hand, isn’t it the definition of insanity to keep doing the same thing over and over and expect different results? And didn’t I switch doctors because I wanted to see if they had a different approach?
Seriously, this is the most I have ever stressed about whether or not I want to take Lupron.