(Originally posted in LiveJournal)
I was just reading back over some old posts and given where I am right now, let me clarify for the universe. I previously said, “I just want to be pregnant….” Let me rephrase that in case the universe has experienced some confusion about what I really want. I really want to be pregnant with a healthy baby that sticks around until it is the right and proper time for it to be born. Then I want it born without complication, to breastfeed properly, and to go on and be a happy, well adjusted member of our family. And I want this to happen immediately.
So, consider any ambiguity clarified.
Otherwise, I am just not feeling well today. I sort of feel like I’ve been hit by a truck. Cramps, excruciating backache, nausea, pains in my side….. I feel the worst today, physically, than I have yet during this process.